...pregnancy ramblings...

ate raw sushi this week and now i feel guilty.

i am hating myself for having another summer pregnancy, agh.

my body just won't get pregnant when i want it to! i have to stop nursing first and let things normalize, if ya know what i mean? believe me though, i am thankful to be pregnant regardless. even if it means summer pregnancies every time.

kason say's this is the last one, no matter what. i disagree. ha. next one might need to be an "oop's" baby. wink wink.

totally kidding.

he just can't handle my incessant beasty-ness. i can barely handle myself. lol.

i have gained quite a bit of weight, eeek. i am pretty sure i will go over what i gained with the boy's. oh well :)

convinced that i will be having another big baby, regardless of the sex.

part of me wants to be done at three kids but four just sounds so good to me.

plus, i haven't let myself think for even a moment that this will be my last pregnancy.

would love to have a girl for a change (and to see what it's like) but i would love another boy because boy's just suit me and i am used to them.

i am in love with my boy name so i am hoping for another boy either this time or the "next".

i love my girl name too and i have it as a ring tone on my phone! yes, my girl name is the title of a great song. from 1971. lol.

hope this post isn't too grumpy sounding. i really am happy to be pregnant even though i am big and it's hot. i am really excited and happy and looking forward to the "It's a BOY/GIRL!" moment. whatever it may be. awwww my poor baby is an "it".

P.S. I don't mind sharing my names :) most of you already know them. it's just hard for me to put them out there-out there. ya know? i want to be 100% sure and i literally just decided on both.