so, i gave in and started nursing her again but only once a day now, soon down to zero i hope.
i DO feel a tad depressed about stopping. pretty sure i would be depressed if i stopped early or late. so here i am, depressed. bah.
it partly has to do with the fact that we are so unsure right now in the kid department.
usually, we are planning the next right now (crazy)
i am almost 32 (getting up there, pushing 40 now ha), i am pretty comfy-cozy with 3 (meaning i am GOOD with three, one more and i might have to run away and never come back) and we are still paying off medical bills from magz (can you say NICU? and ear tubes that i am pretty sure didn't work?)
so...there ya have it.
feeling a TAD bit free knowing i won't be pregnant any time soon but also feeling a TEENY bit sad at the thought of closing up shop for a while or for forever, we shall see.
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That would be a tough decision for sure. I'm glad they just come one at a time...for the most part! We are thinking possibly 3, but we will just start with one and see how it goes!
It is refreshing for me to hear another mom say that she gets tired of nursing too. I love nursing. I really do. But there are days when I can just barely stand it. I lasted until he was 2 with Spencer and I feel like I owe it to Elliott to try, but man am I tempted to stop between 12 and 18 months.
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