20 Weeks, Halfway There!!

I am so happy to be hitting the half way mark, yayy :) But I know there is still a LONG road ahead and to be honest I am scared :/ I am NOT a fan of pregnancy. I know it sounds ridiculous because I have it so easy but I *despise* it. I feel awful saying that. I feel so guilty and selfish about feeling this way but it's true. There are some high points in pregnancy like hearing the heartbeat (it's neat every time!) feeling the little kicks (especially the first one's!) and just the "idea" of pregnancy. Other than that, I hate it. I love it more this time though because I am aware of the amazing outcome. We love Griff so much so the thought of feeling that times two is so exciting. I am very thrilled about this little boy and can't wait to meet him.

I had my 20 week ultrasound today which was fun :) I wasn't as excited because I already know the sex but as soon as I saw that little guy rolling all around I loved every minute of it. He was breech which is fine. He has a lot of time to move to the head down position and he better darn well do it ;) Griff was head down at 20 weeks and I swear he stayed that way the whole time. This baby was rolling, moving and kicking so much that the u/s tech was having a hard time finding things. It was pretty funny! I had to roll from one side to the other to get him to flip and do what she wanted. All in all things looked good to me! Good strong heartbeat of 152! If something is wrong, I will know soon. The other exciting thing was my due date got changed back almost to my original date, yayy! So we went from Sept. 22nd to Sept 19th. Not much of a change but sooner is always better than later :)