I am hoping for only 6 more weeks but we will see. I don't love the idea of being induced a week early (or at all unless I have to) but I don't want to experience what I did last time. 24 hour labor, 3 hours of pushing, having to start pushing at 9cm to get myself to 10cm, numerous tries with the "baby vacuum" and a little guy who came out blue and not crying. He made a little squeal but never did cry like a newborn should cry. He was exhausted, I was exhausted and I barely remember his birth. No thanks! I want a better experience this time! But I know I can't be choosy. You just never know what will happen when it comes to labor and birth.
I really hate complaining about pregnancy but I am starting to get to the uncomfortable stage now. I feel like garbage most of the time. I can't sleep to SAVE MY LIFE. I am having serious insomnia and my hips hurt so bad from sleeping on my sides. I am dying to sleep on my tummy again! I swear I must turn over 100 times in the night because my hips can only handle so much. I can't say I am ready for this baby to be here because I'm not. I am okay with him staying in until he is ready. I am just getting uncomfortable and I am nervous about the weeks to come. It also doesn't help that Griff might just be officially done with napping. Oh.My.Goodness. How am I going to survive the no napping?
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sorry your not sleeping! are you using several pillows to help shoulder the weight? i'm sure you've tried everything! hope you labor is better too. man, i'm already uncomfortable with my huge belly but at least i can sleep. see ya soon.
You look so cute. Good luck with everything.
You look way cute though! When the boys quit taking naps, I made them sit on my bed with me, lights out and watch a movie. They weren't allowed off the bed or else they had to go in their crib, it took them a few days to catch on but it worked. What I did before that time though was run them wild so they were tired! But I also wasn't pregnant so I guess that part is easier said then done for you. :)
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