Monday, March 21, 2011

mema zona and ramblings

initially i wanted to go to az for my spring break this past week but between 2 kids and my tired, pregnant body, i decided against it.

thank goodness my mom decided to come here!

the day after she came i messed up my back working out, stupid stupid.

i am trying to keep active and fit and it got the best of me. i have actually never injured myself working out so of course i would do it while i am pregnant....

yes, i know i need to be more careful and i know things are loosening up and ever-changing. so from this point on, i vow to be more careful!

it was awful not being able to walk (hardly), cross my legs, get in and out of my car, pick up my kids or my messy house.

it was perfect timing for my mom to come and rescue me! plus, kason was out of town so i needed her badly.

so i visited the chiropractor for several days in a row and i feel much better. he also gave me a supplement to help the process along.

anyway...

my mom and i had so many good intentions but we basically did nothing that we wanted to do :/ i didn't even snap one pic of my mom's eight day trip. sad.

my kid's run my life, plain and simple. this probably isn't normal but it's my life.

the time change completely messed us up, even me. bad. i have never had a to deal with time change (being from az) and it always gets the best of me. arghh.

so we got some shopping done, got some cute fabric for stuff we planned on making but never did and we organized, which i love to do. it's so cleansing for me.

so things are back to normal now, i guess.

my mommy has gone back home and it's time for me to go back to work tomorrow :(

my back is significantly better, i am ready to get the boy's (and myself) back on a schedule, ready to slowly ease back into working out, ready to feel some more darn baby kicks (i really thought the ultrasound tech was going to tell me this child has no limbs because it is so dang still in there) and ready for this nasty cold weather to go away for good.

...more to come on my ramblings. i am debating on a super whiny post about my kids and how freaking scared i am to have 3. i swear being a mom feels like having bi-polar disorder. one minute so so happy and hopeful and the next minute flipping out, frustrated and mad. my cute little boy's are getting the best of me and it isn't good. glad i didn't find out the sex because i am scared to have a girl and terrified to have another boy. best to be in the dark, i suppose.


had to post a pic of these wild, loud little stinkers, to remind myself that they are in fact, super cute.

4 comments:

Natalie said...

Spring break is awesome, but it is so wonderful getting back to a routine and some normalcy.

Hope your back continues to be on the mend. It sucks to hurt yourself, but even more so while pregnant.

Emily said...

what did you do to your back? what exercises were you doing? it'll be nice to have a friend for a chiropractor in a couple years, won't it ;)
i totally and completely feel the same way about mothering. i'm totally bi-polar almost every day. it's hard and SUPER frustrating. it's a good thing they are cute and i love them so much or i'd totally give up some days. hang in there!!!

the watkins said...

I am impressed you are having another surprise baby! Hope your feeling good.

Lindsay said...

Love this pic holy cow they are adorable Hools! feel better!