It feels so strange to watch Nolan get bigger and grow out of his little outfits. Can't help but feel funny about it. Depressed I guess. As I tuck his little outfits into boxes I can't help but think that I may never pull them out to be used again. Makes me sad. I would love another little boy. A little girl would be amazing and would round out our family perfectly. I could use the little girl name that I have cherished since I was thirteen years old. Or I could have another sweet little Momma's boy who has no name as of yet. All out of boy names at the moment. There is always the possibility of never having another. With the early complications I had with Nolan it makes me wonder. Have a teeny tiny feeling another one may be hard for me. Hope that I am wrong. Have always liked to "prepare" myself for things, if you know what I mean. If I think the worst and the worst happens it won't be as shocking. Anyone else do that too? Hope I am not the only crazy one.
Right now I can just sit back and enjoy the sweet little one's that I have and daydream about the one's to {hopefully} come. Is it ridiculous that I am daydreaming about another...already?
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I'm the same way -- I always think of the worst, but hope for the best! It'll be interesting to see how many kids we end up with. They grow up just too darn fast. I, also, find myself a little sad as I pack away Sway's clothes. I hope we have another boy, but I also want another girl. Oh well... it'll be a while :)
it's really hard to see babies grow so quickly! i'm very much the same way. but i'm really glad it does happen that way because they are so high-maintenance as tiny babies ;) sometimes i think about the next baby, but i just think it's a natural thing that happens, especially with all the hormones trying to adjust after having a baby. but it's still fun to wonder...
So sweet. Your such a good mama. You never know what life will throw at you, but I think its good to have hope and faith. Its gets you through. I am amazed how fast little Nolan is growing, does it go faster the second time around?
NOOO! Do it do it! Try having an 8 year old hoolie and having No idea when/if you'll ever have another cuz you have No man. :( That is depressing! Sadie was laying in my bed last night and said "Guess what mom? In 8 years I'm gonna be 16!" I was like Stop that right now! haha. Have another so I can live through you! You guys make the cutest stinkin kids..
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