Thursday, October 7, 2010

Who Me?


Held this brand new sweet little babe the other night. Jeremy and Kim's little sweetie, I already love her. Got a tad baby hungry. Eeek. But like I have said before, Nolan has made me a smidge gun shy. He's been a hard one for me! Kind of still is. Dang it.

It was so fun to hold this darling little girl. Although I swear Kason and I only make boy's and I am destined to be a "boy mom". No girl names whatsoever, I already have a boy's first and middle name all ready to go. I have had some deep thoughts about how I am not cut out to be a mom to a girl. Is that just weird? I don't know if it's me telling myself that, or someone else? Could just be my lack of confidence in feeling capable enough to raise a girl.

Either way, I just loved cuddling this little babe and the boy's seemed interested in her as well. Well, maybe not interested..probably more like jealous.

Oh and I am perfectly okay with being a "boy mom." Little boy's and I go hand in hand!

1 comment:

Natalie said...

I know what you mean- the idea of having a girl scares me. I would be delighted with a little girl, of course, but girls do seem harder than boys. I also only have boys names. I could name like 6 more boys but no girls.